Just for a second let me just say anything I want without being critically judged. Let me just freely vent.

So I find it so incredibly interesting how two people’s opinions develop. It’s based on personal biases mostly and their interpretation. It’s true that miscommunications are common complications that can potentially create huge problems that never get talked about, but here’s the thing I don’t get: when one person really puts in the effort to be a good friend and the other just simply brushes it of, how does the other assume she did all that she could and just move on when really, she clearly did the minimum? I live in my own apartment now. It’s cute! A friend would be excited to come visit and see it right? She would want to come over and chill and watch a movie or just do homework. This friend has never shown any interest in coming over what’s so ever even though I live so close. I’ve made a ton of friends this year. And NO not just because I am in a sorority. Life is just great for me right now and I love it. But I can’t help but feel sad about this one particular person that I thought cared about me just as much as I care about her. It’s funny though because I see so much of me rubbed off on her, but she doesn’t realize it. She thinks she has become this intimidating person, but I know her and she’s not. I feel sorry for her cause I think she’s trying to be someone she’s not but she’s convinced herself that this is really her. I just want the real friend back. Where did she go?

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